I have honestly never felt like more of a failure until this very moment.
I seriously feel physically ill.
I don't know what to do.
All I do is try & stay afloat with all I have to do in Student Life.
But it is never enough.
You know the feeling?
Homecoming Publicity needs to be up in less than 24 hours.
& it isn't ready.
I am quickly learning I am a perfectionist & practically incapable of delegating to others.
Everyone is busy, & I don't want to put anyone out.
I need to stop.
Things don't always need to be done my way.
Oh gosh. Somebody help me!
However, it might have taken us nearly 4 hours, but we got the "S" on the mountain lit tonight!
Thank goodness that our test run was a success.